Immaculate Heart of Mary Catholic Church

Homily for September 9, 2007
Liturgical Year C - Cycle I
23rd Sunday in Ordinary Time
By Fr. John Carney
Topic: Disciple or Camp Follower
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“Great crowds were traveling with Jesus, and He turned and addressed them.  ‘If anyone comes to me without hating his father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters, and even his own life, he cannot be my disciple.  Whoever does not carry his own cross and come after me cannot be my disciple.’”
 
Hate is an extreme word.  Bible scholars understand that Jesus, of course, spoke Aramaic and Hebrew, and in the Semitic languages, including Aramaic, there is a lot of extreme language.  There was then, and I assume there still is now.  I read one piece yesterday that said there is no word for like or dislike in Aramaic or Hebrew.  You say love or hate.  You elevate everything. 
 
We do that to some degree.  “I love ice cream.”  “I love green chili with chicken.”  I just got some the other day, thanks Ester.  It was very hot.  “I hate Monday mornings.”  Actually, I love Monday mornings.  However, it is important to understand that Jesus is telling us something very important when He uses hyperbole or extreme language.  Indeed, He is underlining the message here.  He is saying listen to this.  It is very important.
 
Jesus is addressing the great crowds, the people who are following him, by the hundreds, maybe the thousands. He was not just speaking to His disciples, although they were listening too.  The great crowds were admirers of Jesus.  They thought Him to be a great teacher but they weren’t disciples.  They saw Jesus, many of them, as a political, economical or possibly even a military leader and savior that would free them from the Romans and make them powerful, wealthy, and rich again.  They thought Jesus was going to do this all by Himself, without their involvement, and without their blood.  Indeed, many Christians today are much the same as these followers were 2000 years ago.  They think the Kingdom of God requires only the blood of Jesus, not theirs.  However, the message today is that it requires your blood as well.
 
We are called to be disciples, not camp followers, not admirers of a teacher.  Discipleship is a radical decision.  Jesus tells us today, If you are a true disciple, then nothing and nobody will ever get between you and Me.  No possessions, no relationships, no politics, no hobbies, no work, no other interest will get between you and Me.  When it does, you need to quit it.  If you must quit a job, then so be it.  If you must say goodbye to some friends, so be it.  If you must turn your back on a family member, so be it.  He is saying to the crowds and to us that no half-hearted need apply.  He is saying do not even start something you cannot finish, or don’t start unless you intend to make the commitment to finish. 
 
That is why Jesus uses those two examples of a king going to war without thinking it through first, or the man who started to build something when he didn’t have enough money to finish it.  Everyone says he is a fool; they started something they weren’t prepared to make the commitment to finish.  He’s telling the crowds today very clearly that if you’re not with Me all the way then go home. 
 
Interesting, isn’t it?  So much of the Christian world today, so many Christian churches will say and do anything to get members.  It’s like politics.  “What would you like me to say about that?”  “Will you vote for me?”  I heard one advertisement recently from a major denomination church in our country that said, in effect, “Whatever your walk in life, that’s fine.  Come and share it with us.  Teach us how to walk.”  They’ve got that backwards!  We follow Christ, not each other, but Christ. 
 
The last several Sunday’s, I’ve been asking you questions.  I know every time you point a finger, there are three pointing back at yourself.  I was told in seminary once, never say “you”, always say “us.”  I don’t like that, its nonsense.  Take this personally and  I will too.  It loses its effect when it’s “us.”  Because it’s like, “Oh, well.  We’re all blended together!”  You! 
 
Answer these questions.  Are you a disciple or camp follower?  On the front line of what Christ is for, or do you just tag along?  Do you fight the battles or do you watch?  Are you willing to sacrifice, or do you take no risk?  Do you pay the cost for victory, or do you just share in the spoils?  Do you take an active part, or just sit back and criticize?  Do you carry your share of the load, or have someone else do it?  Do you give freely of your time, your treasure, and your talent for the Kingdom of God, or are you non-supportive?  Are you a disciple, or are you a follower?
 
Dietrich Bonhoeffer, someone I’ve mentioned before, was a philosopher and theologian, a Lutheran, in Germany.  He left Germany before the Nazi’s came to power.  He knew what was going to happen.  Nevertheless, he decided he would return to Germany and speak out.  He knew it would cost him his life.  Indeed, it did.  He was martyred by the Nazi’s for speaking up for Christian values.  Bonhoeffer taught the same lesson that Christ teaches us today in the Gospel concerning “Are you a disciple or are you just a follower?”  He used different terms.  He said, in effect, “Do you want cheap grace, or do you want costly grace?”  He said, “Cheap grace is the preaching of forgiveness without requiring repentance, baptism without church discipline, communion without confession, absolution without personal confession.  Cheap grace is grace without discipleship, grace without the cross, grace without Jesus Christ.”  Cheap grace is being an admirer, or follower, of the teacher.  “Costly grace is the treasure hidden in the field.  For the sake of it, a man will go and sell all that he has.  It is the call of Jesus Christ at which the disciple leaves his nets and follows Him.  It is costly because it cost a man his life, and it is grace because it gives a man the only true life.  Above all, it is costly because it cost God the life of His Son, and what has cost God much cannot be cheap for us.” 
 
The way of the disciple is costly.  If you wish to be a disciple, Christ wants all of your life.  It is the way of the cross.  Jesus calls forth from His disciples what He, Himself, gave the Father:  perfect love, obedience, and single-minded dedication.  Jesus is telling the admirers and camp followers, “If you’re not willing to go all in, then go home.  Commit to me with all your heart, or leave me.”
 
I was reminded when I was putting these notes together, of the Frank Sinatra / Billie Holiday song.  You young kids won’t know this, because you don’t have any music today.  You don’t.  Well, maybe some, but not much.  I wonder if anyone can sing this?  Remember the song “All or Nothing at All”?   Fitz, you remember? 
 
“Half of love never appealed to me.  If your heart never could yield to me, then I’d rather have nothing, nothing at all.”